You make it looks so easy. Graceful and not at all crazy.
While I feel as if I blunder the whole thing. Hitting all the right notes
at all the wrong times. You breeze past. Radiant and glowing.
Beautiful in your unknowing. I never once thought to be jealous.
Never once felt uncomfortable in your presence. You had a way of gracing everything,
everyone. Making life feel so easy. Comfortable and exciting all at once. I often
strove to be like you. Until you laughed and told me I was whole as I was. I needed to be me.
It all felt right. Our lives undulating to a rhyme only we understood. How can it be so easy?
Why is it so simple? It aches so much at times because I complicate the hell out of it all.
Forever reaching toward your grace. Capturing my own. Longing for those moments I am whole again.